Tag: mental illness

starjeweled-alpenglow:

artbymoga:

curlicuecal:

joulssance:

i love one (1) disaster wizard

It’s a good metaphor tho, because the situation is never going to get better if you don’t eventually pull the door. And afterwards, no matter what the damage was, you’ll have a working cabinet, whatever plates you could salvage, and a place to start putting new plates.

Reblogging for that comment ^

Hats off for negative jokes turned to wholesome posts

antifa-hulk:

Anyways the way Tumblr treats the Perks Of Being A Wallflower like it’s cringe and bad just because of the hipster craze over it in 2012 and ignoring the fact that it’s one of the few books/movies that shows the ugly side of teen mental illness and discusses sexual trauma in young boys (something only portrayed in shows like SVU) is in fact, bullshit, and I’ll never forgive y’all for taking the line “we accept the love we think we deserve” (a reference to toxic abusive relationships) and turning it into cringe culture. This is a book about a struggling depressed kid who I saw myself in as a teen, and yeah he and his friends could be annoying and pretentious but are you going to say you weren’t as a kid?

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Dissociation feels

archangelicus:

  • everything is happening 0.5 times too fast
  • numb
  • everything but a little bit to the left
  • Numb™
  • it feels like Monday the 17th at 3:31pm but also like Saturday at 4:57am
  • ….. existing?
  • hahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
  • why are the end credits playing I didn’t even hit play
  • Current emotion is coma
  • I need to self-harm but I physically cannot move
  • feeling panic rising up inside but being too numb to physically react
  • Must Do Thing. Do Not Know What Thing Is.
  • N҉͏̖͇͕̥ư̷̭̪͇͉̰̱͢ͅḿ͝҉̠̬̘͇̫͇͍̘͜b̴͓͍̱̣
  • everythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingevery
  • …I should start a religion
  • I A M G O D
  • *vibrating softly* everything in the world is my fault
  • Numb
  • Existence Is Fraud
  • Do I still have legs?

motivatemycollegelife:

Sometimes I get so mad at myself like.. I have so much potential and I don’t put it to use, I could achieve so many things but instead I procrastinate and waste my time in things that don’t matter. I could throw my phone away and lock myself in my house with my books but it wouldn’t change anything. It’s all in my head, I’m my fucking limit and I don’t know how to cross it. I’m stopping myself and I don’t know what to do to change that…

fat-turning-thin:

hunterinabrowncoat:

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking – not because you need the nicotine – because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

This.

sweetschizo:

sweetschizo:

Hey if you’re schizophrenic/psychotic I just want you to know that you’re a wonderful person and that you deserve so much better than the demonization, marginalization and stigmatization you face in this society.

Please consider reblogging this/other positivity posts for schizophrenic/psychotic people every once in a while. If you have more than 100 followers, odds are that a couple of them experiences psychosis and that they rarely see positivity posts for people with their symptoms.

lastoneout:

Do you ever have that ADHD day where you get up and are like ‘ok time to go brush my teeth but oops looks like the bathmat is dirty so I should run that to the laundry room right now or I’ll forget and oh the dogs want to go out so I need to let them out and you know it would be nice to have coffee ready when I get out of the shower so lets do that real quick but oh also the stove needs to be wiped off so lets do that since its fast and might as well do the counters too 

and ok yeah I need to go shower now but oh look all of the laundry is on the floor so lets pick that up real fast and whoops I need to let the dogs in now and since Im going over there I should take the laundry with me and I might as well just throw in the washer since it will only take a second and yes now I need to go shower so I go brush my teeth but I forgot my hair brush and bluetooth speaker so lets go grab that but hey I should make the bed real quick so the dogs don’t get the sheets dirty when they get on the bed and then I get my brush and then spend like ten minutes flipping through the music on my phone before I chose something and finally go shower 

And then I get out but I end up sitting on my phone for like another half hour on tumblr doing nothing and then I finally get up to get the coffee and make breakfast but I need to do the dishes first so I do that and look sheesh the sink is dirty so I clean it out and then I need to cook something but theres all this old food in the fridge so I clean it out and then I need to take the trash out and so I do that 

and then I come back and I flip through youtube for like another half an hour because I NEED to listen to something while I cook but none of these videos are quite right and when I finally find something I start cooking but I keep switching videos on my phone because they still aren’t the right ones and then I put music on but end up switching back to videos and its frustrating ‘cuz its just not RIGHT and I keep running off to put the dishes in the washer and getting distracted by the cat but then I make food finally and get my coffee

And I go to sit down and use the computer while I eat but the rug is dirty and theres no point in sitting on it so I vacuum real fast but I need to vacuum the whole floor since Im already doing it and then the washing machine beeps so I need to go switch the clothes over and you know I should grab the kitchen rags and put them back here I can clean them later 

and then I finally come back to the food which is pretty much cold by now so I get up and turn the pc on and sit down but damn I need my meds and my blanket and I forgot both of them so lets go get them but then I sit down again and forgot something else so I have to go grab that and then I get distracted again petting the cat and by the time I have done my morning routine its been like 3 hours and Im exhausted

Does that happen to anyone else or just me

lymefight:

eleri-kay:

please remember that just because you appear calm doesn’t mean you don’t have anxiety

anxiety can manifest itself through perfectionism, obsessive compulsive behaviors, hyper-vigilance, irritability, increased maladaptive coping mechanisms, extreme caution, racing thoughts, insomnia, nightmares, and more. it doesn’t always appear as jittery hyperactivity

anxiety doesn’t always show, and you don’t have to force it to show in order to get help

YES